Why do I have to sabotage EVERYTHING good in my life?
The thoughts I've been having over the past few days...
The things I'm thinking of doing...
Make me the worst kind of person.

Don't give me anything.
Don't be nice to me.

Why is nothing ever good enough for me?

I'm so sorry in advance for what will happen. But I blame you too, stand up to me.

I'm just getting to the point where I wish people would stop tying to get close to me, I will make it my first priority to disappoint you the second I realise you have expectations of me.

I hate you for not being what I want and I hate myself more for not wanting you.